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The Archdemon who goes by Raye
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Just an update~

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Yes, I'm still alive everyone! I know, it's been a while since I've been active on the internet, but circumstances have made things a bit more complicated for me to get online. I really do miss a lot of you, but I doubt that most of ya will read this ;P So that's okay.

Been a little crappy, here and there. Depression spikes far too frequently, and I'm really scared I might end up really pissing someone off... I really hate being me sometimes, and it's much harder to slip off into a fantasy world when reality is biting you hard. I've got a few more debts to pay off, and I wasted a little too much cash this last check. I am kind of feeling like I'm failing at being human... I kind of wish I could just slip off into a fantasy world...

All that bad bullshit aside...

My boyfriend lives with me now, which is really, REALLY nice, actually. I'm happier than I've been in a while. I got a new tablet, too. So despite my horrid 'skills' I'll likely be posting a lot more art... and eventually, I might even open up trades, and possibly commissions... (As if, I lack that kind of talent... :<) Anyway, we'll see.

Also, I've been thinking, I really want to broaden my horizons a bit. Get out, and do more stuff. I'm kind of feeling cooped up in my house and even in my head.

Oh! Shadowdancer might be getting an update!

Maybe more later; not sure what else to write right now.
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I'm tired of being stalked on every site I go to. Get the picture, mate. I don't care.

Go away, I'm done with this shit... and my choices are my own, so fucking knock it off. Got it?
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Just decided to put something up. This talented deviant is taking commissions for pony scarves, there's more details in his journal. Check it out; he's really good.
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Just an update

15 min read

Into the mind of Raelynna


Shilo - Generic Emancipation

Oh, I have hated and loved you
I have hidden behind you
but I finally see.

You, I've mistaken for destiny
but the truth is my legacy is not up to my genes.
True, though the imprint is deep in me
it will always be up to me.
Up to me.
Favorites and Stamps :)

Random faves. <3

Empty your mind. by edvedd Raven by ramy Is it time for adventure? by ChuButterfly :thumb263137314: :thumb267491970:

random groups / stamps

it mocks me by ajCorza MLP Stamp by Toonfreak I Take a Long Time To Do Shit by DSMeatte OCs Biggest Fan by TheInimitableECypher I Have A Dirty Mind by parliamentFunk The Dark Side Stamp by Caddielook I LIKE HUGS by Plankhead Thank You... by jennyleigh looking into favorites stamp by sixthkidfromthestarz What is an Artist? by Neikoish I support Stamp Whores by Feralhound07 Religious vrs Spiritual stamp by mindsend Egyptian Mau stamp by Sheepy-Pie:thumb69252801: Omnivore Stamp by Nestly Twilight Sucks by msirae:thumb81757819: Life needs... by Ishdakitty There is no spoon by cfryant neutral stamp by sixthkidfromthestarz Egyptian Mau stamp by Sheepy-Pie STAMP-mechanical pencils by Sister-of-Charity Being Watched...Stamp by Roxx-1 Bad Mood Stamps Smiling by stamps-club Pinata Stamp by Kezzi-Rose:thumb88360306: Groucho Marx Quotes 1 by Claire-stamps Anti screencap OC Stamp by mewmewmewichigo Stamp - White hair love by NocturnalKitten Porn by Stampedes Writing by Stampedes insanity by princess-femi-stamps:thumb150568274: voicess by princess-femi-stamps Hates You Stamp by HappyStamp life screwed us all by ohhperttylights On Ramen Fanatics Stamp by Spikytastic


Hmm. An interesting couple of weeks, really. I've been on suspension from work, so that's freed up a chunk of my life. Rather boring, truthfully. Bout to start looking for a new job though; McDonald's really isn't cutting it.

I go back on the 23rd, so here's to hoping I don't fuck up much more... -raises glass- I actually find that I almost miss the people there. Except Jorge. Whoda thought? xD

Been playin' some CoH/CoV lately(got Raye some bars, and some other characters some levels.)but not too much. Some Terraria and Minecraft in there too somewhere. :) I really feel like a nerd. Full Diamond gear (no mods) ftw?

Trying to sort my priorities out...
:bulletred:Go back to school
:bulletgreen:Get Degree in Business/Teaching
:bulletblue: Go to teaching school.
:bulletwhite: Get a new job. :V

I'm glad that I do still have a few people in my life ^^. My family, abrasive though they may be, are great.

Important peeps:

:iconapocalypticdusk: - Cause Princess Shero is just plain awesome <3
:icongotetsumaru: - I haven't seen him in ages... Miss the hell outta you, bro. I know you won't read this. xD
:iconchubutterfly: - Also totes awesome. Love yo face.
:iconwitch13888: - <3 We need to hang out sometime, before ya go. <3

Yeah. That's pretty much it. xD I love all of you guys. Just wanted to take advantage of the free premium membership and make my journal all pretty.

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